HIEROGLYPHICS

Hieroglyphics (hope you like)

Her body is her canvas and painting of many stories she is defined by beauty naked without drawings Mis-read of what she stands for that every mural is an Picasso creation by the needle She wears more than her heart on her sleeve she is a collage of her life Men stare.....they don't understand Woman stare......they are being judgmental Just ask her look closely with verdict stares and ask, "What's your bodies story?" and your answers will be resolutions of color schemes by pictured themes and you will see her body is tabernacle a foundation in scrolls of melanin graffiti that is define with artistry love.

By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

DRESSES

Glistening 
mild sweat beading
lips place together with breath releasing
Its hot
and I see that
your hot
and I mean that
from head to toe
you make summer heat look cold
You make my windows sweat by the rows
I'm not propositioning you
but while watching you
my the dollars in my wallet come unfold
switch that switch
bouncing is your bumpas
bumpas making cheeks divided in claps
mounds bounce up and down
your walk is all attitude when you walk like that
cling free
that fitted dress is doing things
moving like that,
it makes me move in things
you getting standing ovations from me
while I'm still sitting in my seat
Not close to being per verdict
but I'm the judge and the jury
admitting my crime
so I be my own voyeur
guilty is my verdict
I'm sweating when you work it
you're sweating, leaking, and clappin
cuz I saw and I heard it
even when you come to a complete stop
I swear the body is still twerkin
I'm going to close my eyes
this view is a preview
what happens in your disguise
and I
will wait.....for your next move......
to be continue.



By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

STANCE

She stands tall in Stilettos 
even when she is sitting down
hell, they look good-
when she laying down
she puts it down
from left foot, right foot
and that switch
approaching a bunch of limps on a bench
like magic when she pass by
a bunch erection on sitting d**ks
and her stiletto's
5 inches above
walking on air
she gives pedi's and long legs love
she and her stilettos
are stand tall.



By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

DENEGATION

My father told me
"Son, if you can't handle "NO" or "REJECTION"
then you will never make it in life"
Well that was great advice
until you experience it.......right?
Wrong!
Where in the rules books
whether it's spiritual or mortally written in flaws
that men, 
men are suppose to be bullet proof to rejection?
oh yeah
I forgot, 
it's man thing
it's suppose to be tough love
in our masculine selection
even the man of steel felt his Lane rejection
but I'm no superman
just a Godly man
and if feeling lower than shit on shoes
is how "NO & Rejection" feels
I'll pass on the two
trade in my feelings to not feel
and avoid all situations 
that invites these bullets
to pierce my heart
There are lines that should not be crossed
and rejection is one of them
yeah,
I'm building up muscle to face all of them
but my mental repels 
the oncoming of any of them
Take away my car
my clothes 
and my poems
well maybe not my poetry
but you get what I mean 
when I ask not to have any of these things
I mean, 
save me the trials of these things harming me
Confidence builds as you get older
but not enough to over come rejections on your shoulder
A man is still man
whether he strong hearted, thugged out
or sensitive like Ralph
But get this out of your minds
that "No" and "Rejection"
is not what we are about
and yes, "We hate it with a passion"
so remove it from your vocabulary
and don't let it run a course from your mouth

DENEGATION......TNW

ACOUSTICS GUITAR.......

I brought her next to my body
held her in my palms by her neck, while
waving my fingers in feathering touches
across her center mass
she got use to being part of my chest and lap
her curves were purposely designed for that
And when in Flats,
she said I had the touch to pull her strings
which usually led to her humming things
her vibrating in my hands
raised the mic below for
this alto to blow as my D minor sings
Feeling embarrassed by my response in gestures
I continue to wave in feathering sways
cause today I was her playful jester
molester to her touches
but she consented me to move on
fondling with my lap gyration
grasping her in my arms
and when then dance and song
was over
I laid her back in place she was in cased in
I was turn on,
by the first lesson
of Acoustics guitar playing.......

~TNW

SENSES

If my HANDS have not been excited to touch
then that feeling to touch has not been invented
If there is clarity out there 
for my EYE sight, 
I haven't envisioned it
If my hearing has not arised to stimulating sounds
my EARS haven't heard it
If my taste buds haven't danced in passion
then my TONGUE hasn't tasted it
If there is one smell left in the world to inhale
then my NOSE hasn't exhaled it

My SENSES and I both agree
there is no untouched purity
no originality to beauty
no natural to creation
My SENSES and I both agree
that you my love
are not yet in EXISTENCE......
SENSES


By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

CASUAL

You can't put a title
without compromising and agreeing
If we are not reaching for each others hands
where is the commitment you are seeing
You constantly talk of we
but you are the only one talking.....WE
being around each other
doesn't make us official
we are un-Official...ly
Your heart grows in love
but I'm still settle on liking you
We are sleeping together
but haven't spent the night with you
Making love?
I thought we were fucking boo
We barely talk, except dutty talk
We don't go nowhere
but from the living room
into the bedroom
Sharing us in your subliminal writings
UN_OFFICIAL
make me your wake ups and Good night tweets
UN-OFFICIAL
I'm the status you are longing for
wanting more, loving on
while compromising for
UN-OFFICIAL
Our connection was a meet and greet
because curiosity
made me want to meet your vaginal
by introducing her to my erection
But.....
Whats your name again?

Couple?
Close, but not quite the six words I would call this
Casual,
Pretty much is how we can describe this
Love,
I can't help, if you started falling
Lust,
My feelings when my body is calling
We can't be
what we couldn't be
not part of the signed, sealed, bondage
we only talk in skin pounding, limbs locking
chanting and moaning
You knew this
but let sex drew out your emotions
and now,
we argue, because you are emotional
Let it go
Let us go
we are nothing more a couple in denial
this thing we have
is simply CASUAL.....

By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

FICTITIOUS

I read her a poem about a poem I didn't write her
Talked about how I loved her
outside my writes I only liked her
Concentrated on my dreams and the goals for us two
reality, we're chasing dreams, minus 1 of us 2
I breather her through romances song
but suffocate with her country and blues
I want to announce her as my social status, on & on
but she is only making the 5 O'clock news
I like to write more of her
with my thoughts of her
but our story is only six words
and my thoughts remain unheard
and you....you are not......REAL


By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

DREAM MOODS

I remember how you spoke of your dreams
then smiled
How starring in your eyes 
was promises for the future
then I smiled
How you played with your ring finger
with other rings
because you felt naked without
that mental connection
and physical feeling of commitment
You told me how 
pillows filled your bed
so sleeping at night 
didn't feel so lonely
I still smell the aromas of
a clean house
and fresh linens
through the prepared meals made for one
while the dinner table was set for two
You practice through spoken tongues
of positive conversations and statements
without using if, but, when or never
cause those words don't exist in your mental vocabulary

or within your faithful spirit
Finally,
I remember how you waited for that call
those letter mails
emails and textes
for:
I miss you
I love you
will you marry me?
and smiled everyday when none of these
show themselves in your presence
So I go back to your smile
that's all I can remember
because I forcefully erase
every tear drop
pain in your heart
and anger in trembles
See, 
meeting Mr Right was impossible
when you were still committed to
Mr. Unreliable
not quite divorced from Mr Disappointment
and still sharing your body and bed
with Mr. Unfaithful.
Be patient is hard to hear
blessings will never fall like your tears
and you stay balled up in a fetal
until this nightmare disappears.....

DREAM MOODS.......#TNW

WORD FLOW

I was wrapped up in her first words
and I knew by the title alone
she would have more than my attention
of the ADH twin I am
every annunciation was erotic sounds to my ears
but she wasn't reading erotic
every stanza was kinetic
I deciphered what I heard
and her lines were perfectly clear
so I hear her with my eyes
I was in rare form
my attention span completely silenced
all chatter in the room around me
she kept her eyes closed through her speech
so I joined her to lip sync her words I speak
She grasp the mic as if it was her crutch
and I don't blame her
I was paralyzed by every verbal touch
she had me in a hold
like straight jackets in white rooms
and I was crazy enough to consume
her words,
whether they be truth or lies
in my mind
her voice had plenty of room
I melted in her finale's
see she had:
applause's
snaps
you say dat
and standing O's
ongoing inside my head
before her set was done
some how her piece
indirectly about me
made us one
and just letting you all know
that I would be the front seat
to her public poetic speak
at any WORD FLOW show
in Philly,
the 29th is where I'll be
for her chance
to speak to me....

IN WORD FLOW.........‎#TNW

HUNT........

Synchronized my moments
watches and clocks
were not a dress code
or survival tool
Sunrise and Sunsets
are how I counted my days
High noon 
means I was half way through the day
High moon
was indication a long night of rest from play
I prey in swaying fields with tall stems
I pass the time
searching for the next meal
My senses is a pointed finger
my GPS for my next kill
I'm a fox in the wild
and my time is spent
roaming on survival skills

Ny LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

MOTION SICKNESS

Going back and forth
positive against negatives
waiting for the response of
questions
answers
is fact or opinions 
where is that open mindedness?
no
it's just pure sarcasm
Head aches formed
voices get their bass tones
what's the outcome
unresolved
uncompromising
uncomforting
and anger standing in loves place
soft tones, with loud face
everything my way
or your way
is in the way
but what's that? 
We are having a hard time with-
compromising meeting half way
Joking is never received 
or it's just not the right time to joke
all this
without cigarettes and lighters
it's going up in smoke
Aspirin is not the cure
apologies are not always healing words
going in circles without moving
arguments causing nausea 
praying for love at this moment
to make love in the heat of our moments
and release
to powerful ejections
that would put all behind
set it all aside
so maybe it could hide
our.......MOTION SICKNESS

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BLACK PURPLES

BLACK PURPLES 

The weight of the branch hung heavy into our yard
Dark colored ripeness would blossom
but stain grass, dirt and cement 
when squashed
I remember watching birds and insects
flock these Black purples
and indulging in it's sweetness
The smell was annoying, yet alluring
Too curious to ponder on safety
I step in the mine fields of falling black purples
and reached
and I pulled
and I gather as much as I could
Ahhhh Salvation....
An 8 year old dancing in the yard
excited about stained hand fulls
and white sneakers with crushed sweet black purples
on the souls of my shoes
I looked around
ignoring my little brothers wide eyes
I smelled
I quickly licked
and smack my mouth to familiarize the taste
dayum, just a tease
so I looked at my wide eyed brother
opened my mouth
and let the black purple rest on my tongue
Without chewing,
the sweetness filled my buds
and salivary glands flooded my cheeks and pallet
my wide eye brother looking with hand over his mouth
with silent sounds of "awwwwww"
I smiled and chewed
and danced around the yard,
popping two's and three's at a time
I dared not to share this moment
stripping away that branch hoovering into our yard
until the last black purple was gone
yellow greens and pinks reds stood visible
but not chosen by birds or bugs
so I, as they did, left them alone
sitting sadly on my porch
like a child on punishment
starring daily at that hanging branch
waiting on more black and purples to appear
but they didn't and they won't
only the higher branches spawned the sweetness
and by then
I was to far out mental reach to get my happiness back
New discovery
rolling my eyes away from the naked branch
my nose looked up another sugar tapped
replacement in joyous eyes and dancing tongues
I bonded with a bush called "Honey Suckle"
passing the temporary memory of Black purples
where a new taste adventure would begin


By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

BIRD WATCHING......29/30

Positioned

waiting for signs of the ritual

this yearly event I don't look forward too

when two of God's creature's return

to rebuild their home

I'm not there to see them

I'm not there to meet them

I'm there to keep those two

away from my balcony, my home

I pay the rent, this place belongs to me

posting up your nest

raising your young

right here, this place is not for free

Negotiations are not optional

no way you two are able to pay a fee

but it should be me that's paying

See as a human

We are occupying the environments space

So when these two come back to my place

they're really coming back to their space

All I want

is to enjoy my morning dews

sip on wine at night

at a from row view of the full moon

but you two

"YOU'RE GETTING THE WAY..... of HOW I'M LIVING....

So I set my seasonal clock early

made all preparations for the

"NEST PREVENTION" road for these two birdies

and hopefully, just praying

I will reclaim my balcony while

BIRD WATCHING......

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RUNNING.....28/30

I'm in a 100 yard dash
hurdles are endless
miles away to the finish
my destiny to win
No such thing as last
I will win this
heart beat increasing
physical disbelief
I have faith in my body
this body belonging to the creator
the maker who know's this body's ability
He put me on a mission
told me to stay in my lane
there is more to winning
there are blessings to gain
I push harder
but my body flow steady
my breath exhales freely
close to the finish line
positioned my place in last
but in reverse I'm coming in first
I'm running to the finish
I past the finish
My mission ain't over
I'm still running God's mission
going,
going
and going
I can't stop running
running out of hope
running out of faith
running for HIM above
I'm running out of time
because I'm running from love
just to run back to her again
RUNNING.....

By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

VISIONS.....27/30

I stop dreaming of dreams
that I can no longer chase
See I caught them
I stop painting pictures
with no colors
all my reality is in black and white
I no longer look-
to the past and the future
I'm compromising on the present
designing my now from 12:01 to 11:59
I don't need glasses
Binoculars are useless
telescopes just don't reach
fortune tellers won't get that image
I sought to seek
I have visions without sight
I have visions without visioning
I see what I want to see
I saw what others can't see
it's my image
my thirst of a mirage
an illusion without magic
it's my........
VISION

By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

BOY DOWN, MAN UP.......26/30

Confused by the complaints coming from his mouth
My baby mama this
My baby mama that
she always trying to get me for my loot
saying my kids needs this
but I don't see the proof
But you're out at the club on dubs
but you haven't paid your dues
for those little you's
your lifestyle of delegation you choose
got the new Jordans  on
they wearing old shoes
your hair cut mad tight
while your kids struggling for uniforms
and hair not done or cut right
You haven't seen one 
since a year after the birth of your 
first son
now you on kid number three
and you're braggin in complaints to me?
How are you not going to take care of your child
they only 5 to 10 minutes away
mines lives 869 miles, that's about 16.5 hours
and I do my frequent flyer miles
at least once if not twice a month
plus what he needs is not questionable
he comes first
not stunting on my fronts
despite the situation
my sons MOM,
is not address my baby mama
we on a verbal agreement
responsibilities is our only drama
we actually get a long
doing what we do for him
there is cooperation and compromise
when it comes to him
I just don't get it
you knew what you were getting into
without the condom when you hit it
admit it
the mistake is done, but blessings you won
you have a daughter and two sons
three different moms with your kids
you get excited on going to jail
then to pay out child care dividends 
Dude, I wish I complain in happiness
that my kids was down the street
I wish I could attend his games
being at parent and teacher nights for meetings
I make due what I can, when I can
with no excuse
my dime, if its my last dime
belongs to my growing youth
even from Skype,
we talk and pray every night
while his mom
lets me view him getting tucked in, in bed at night
I make a clicking sound when she turns off the light
I tell him I love him
like it's my last day on earth
I'm not worried about claiming him on taxes
just claiming him as my child, 
is a higher worth
Appreciate what you have
do what you are suppose to do
boy down and man up
and be a father to your youth........

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CONCIERGE.......25/30

I'm your good morning and good night greeting
your "Welcome Back" voice activated floor mat
personal assistant, shared with all the residents 
an answer with convenience 
information technology in a human form
a push button a way for re-entry to your dorm
Who am I?
I am......CONCIERGE
We are all seen in different looks and race
We'll be the greeting with a smiley face
the recovery system when something is misplaced
the navigational system when looking for a social & dinning place
Who are we?
WE are....CONCIERGE
We are presentation
full of information
that listening ear
when you just want conversation
we live on communication
assist with challenging situations
Representation of our occupation
Who are we?
WE are....CONCIERGE
Your call service operator
your on the look out-
well dressed security guard
we contribute to smile when your day is hard
we're your little brother/sister
good friend or girlfriend/boyfriend
or "OTHER" in regards
24/7 we are on our job
caterers to you
we are here for you
Our job isn't through
until you're satisfied and we are satisfied too
we are,
and forever will be.......YOUR CONCIERGE


By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner