Tuesday, April 30, 2013

BIRD WATCHING......29/30


Positioned
waiting for signs of the ritual
this yearly event I don't look forward too
when two of God's creature's return
to rebuild their home
I'm not there to see them
I'm not there to meet them
I'm there to keep those two
away from my balcony, my home
I pay the rent, this place belongs to me
posting up your nest
raising your young
right here, this place is not for free
Negotiations are not optional
no way you two are able to pay a fee
but it should be me that's paying
See as a human
We are occupying the environments space
So when these two come back to my place
they're really coming back to their space
All I want
is to enjoy my morning dews
sip on wine at night
at a from row view of the full moon
but you two
"YOU'RE GETTING THE WAY..... of HOW I'M LIVING....
So I set my seasonal clock early
made all preparations for the
"NEST PREVENTION" road for these two birdies
and hopefully, just praying
I will reclaim my balcony while
BIRD WATCHING......


By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

RUNNING.....28/30

I'm in a 100 yard dash
hurdles are endless
miles away to the finish
my destiny to win
No such thing as last
I will win this
heart beat increasing
physical disbelief
I have faith in my body
this body belonging to the creator
the maker who know's this body's ability
He put me on a mission
told me to stay in my lane
there is more to winning
there are blessings to gain
I push harder
but my body flow steady
my breath exhales freely
close to the finish line
positioned my place in last
but in reverse I'm coming in first
I'm running to the finish
I past the finish
My mission ain't over
I'm still running God's mission
going,
going
and going
I can't stop running
running out of hope
running out of faith
running for HIM above
I'm running out of time
because I'm running from love
just to run back to her again
RUNNING.....


By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

VISIONS.....27/30

I stop dreaming of dreams
that I can no longer chase
See I caught them
I stop painting pictures
with no colors
all my reality is in black and white
I no longer look-
to the past and the future
I'm compromising on the present
designing my now from 12:01 to 11:59
I don't need glasses
Binoculars are useless
telescopes just don't reach
fortune tellers won't get that image
I sought to seek
I have visions without sight
I have visions without visioning
I see what I want to see
I saw what others can't see
it's my image
my thirst of a mirage
an illusion without magic
it's my........
VISION


By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

BOY DOWN, MAN UP.......26/30

Confused by the complaints coming from his mouth
My baby mama this
My baby mama that
she always trying to get me for my loot
saying my kids needs this
but I don't see the proof
But you're out at the club on dubs
but you haven't paid your dues
for those little you's
your lifestyle of delegation you choose
got the new Jordans  on
they wearing old shoes
your hair cut mad tight
while your kids struggling for uniforms
and hair not done or cut right
You haven't seen one 
since a year after the birth of your 
first son
now you on kid number three
and you're braggin in complaints to me?
How are you not going to take care of your child
they only 5 to 10 minutes away
mines lives 869 miles, that's about 16.5 hours
and I do my frequent flyer miles
at least once if not twice a month
plus what he needs is not questionable
he comes first
not stunting on my fronts
despite the situation
my sons MOM,
is not address my baby mama
we on a verbal agreement
responsibilities is our only drama
we actually get a long
doing what we do for him
there is cooperation and compromise
when it comes to him
I just don't get it
you knew what you were getting into
without the condom when you hit it
admit it
the mistake is done, but blessings you won
you have a daughter and two sons
three different moms with your kids
you get excited on going to jail
then to pay out child care dividends 
Dude, I wish I complain in happiness
that my kids was down the street
I wish I could attend his games
being at parent and teacher nights for meetings
I make due what I can, when I can
with no excuse
my dime, if its my last dime
belongs to my growing youth
even from Skype,
we talk and pray every night
while his mom
lets me view him getting tucked in, in bed at night
I make a clicking sound when she turns off the light
I tell him I love him
like it's my last day on earth
I'm not worried about claiming him on taxes
just claiming him as my child, 
is a higher worth
Appreciate what you have
do what you are suppose to do
boy down and man up
and be a father to your youth........


By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

CONCIERGE.......25/30

I'm your good morning and good night greeting
your "Welcome Back" voice activated floor mat
personal assistant, shared with all the residents 
an answer with convenience 
information technology in a human form
a push button a way for re-entry to your dorm
Who am I?
I am......CONCIERGE
We are all seen in different looks and race
We'll be the greeting with a smiley face
the recovery system when something is misplaced
the navigational system when looking for a social & dinning place
Who are we?
WE are....CONCIERGE
We are presentation
full of information
that listening ear
when you just want conversation
we live on communication
assist with challenging situations
Representation of our occupation
Who are we?
WE are....CONCIERGE
Your call service operator
your on the look out-
well dressed security guard
we contribute to smile when your day is hard
we're your little brother/sister
good friend or girlfriend/boyfriend
or "OTHER" in regards
24/7 we are on our job
caterers to you
we are here for you
Our job isn't through
until you're satisfied and we are satisfied too
we are,

and forever will be.......YOUR CONCIERGE


By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

HTC.........24/30

No hidden charges 
No need to read the fine line
All you need to know
you are the spotlight in my highlights
Your hands, I'm quick to hold
your lips, I would rush to kiss
Why hide what I feel inside
this feeling is mutual....isn't it?

Your name is my access code
face on my screen saver
you are my today status and tweets
that electronic social life, I no longer need 
my address book with only one contact
You're listed in categories
as my group
my friend
my family
and my job occupation
You are my leave request
my sick days off
my reasons for spontaneous vacations
my PDA emotional clip on my hip
your voice is my Siri in guidance
my planes, trains, and automobiles
every time I need that trip

Dreams are fantasy islands without the tattoo's
your that " I can await" without the NuShooz
My bounce
though we stay "CLING FREE"
you're so understanding
patient like Kaiser
Wouldn't know what I would do without ya
so I don't think, speak or dream that far ahead
your the reason I have a "Good night sleep on us"
on cloud 9, 
not on a discounted mattress pad 
elements of this piece
is why you are my compounds 
the substance in equation
I wouldn't trade this
HUGS TOUCHES CARESSING
for another situation......HTC.....



By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

NATURAL......23/30

Born without clothes
roaming the earth with just my looks
indulging in the fruits of freshness
breathing in the sun's radiance
Rain would be my showers
and the streams I would swim
hand to fin in submerging 
engulfing the pure oxygen
the refraction makes all lights colorful
every bite of life is original 
grown by it's botanical surrounding
vegetation stood as skyscapers 
and rocks piling together to meet the nearest foam mass
Closed eyes walk bare feet
on soil, rocks and greens
traffic in stampedes of herds
early morning flights from nest and cliffs
Cohabitation in compromise
no extermination or violation
all territories shared 
each night and day is counted like the first day
The sounds, 
how they invade my hearing with such melodies,
symphonies of nights
orchestrated cadence when announcing the sunrise
So original
Unique in radical amounts
duplication in control population
worldly, never divide in continents
or delegated as nations
its the beginning
Day time lights of spheric plasma
in blood orange radiation
as night blackens in blue darks
sparkled by celestial diamonds blinking
with a off white sphere serving as the "Bright EYE"
a full day has been recorded
a molecule sand man rises from the dirt
"MAN", I think
a mortal deity in creation
and "HE" said in satisfaction
NATURAL



 BY LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner

WHAT WOULD YOU DO......22/30


What would you do....
if you found out "THEY" cheated on you?
That "THEY" came to you about infidelity
without an ounce of expression of being guilty
Not one day did "THEY" express of being unhappy
parading around you every day
because of you, "THEY" are happy
SO WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
What would you do....
if this all came out of no where
where last night's love making was top ten
where "THEY" woke and prepared breakfast in bed
sent you love messages all day
coming back home with two filled hands
candy and roses by the bouquette
still admitting......"THEY" cheated
WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
What would you do after the fact
that something was going on
behind your back
you had not a clue
you were no longer two
but three was a side line act

finding out you were really the side piece
thinking all along you were the full piece
but getting all their time without gaps
while both pieces getting equal opportunity

WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
What would you do....
try to respond without baring arms
when just last night
you were in each others arms
where years of investment
was with honesty
saying to yourself, "was this because of me?"
should you ask them to stay
or force them to leave?
SO WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
What would you do....
If they were not what they were on application
never possessing that nice occupation
finding out they have several different names
and address with four identifications
who are you dealing with
what's the real situation?
SO WHAT WILL YOU DO?
WHAT CAN YOU DO?
WHAT'S THE RIGHT THING  TO DO?
WHY even ask WHAT?




By LeRoy TNW Goetzendanner